Lifefolio V3.6/2023

Economic Dimensions of Sustainable Development

Principles of Cognitive Economy

Back from Munich, after the immediate stress drop following my exit of the conflict zone, I was prompt to use the stretch of time I was given to (point) zero in on the situation, for good reason: ever since I had entered that augmented state of consciousness, my attention was entirely absorbed by a strange "AlphatraZ" effect, which was clearly directional insofar as it indicated the direction of cure. The resulting two-way interaction translated into an incredibly (re)integrated virtual memory (as if hyperventilated by audiovisual chains of association which had suddenly redeployed themselves into an alternative scenario), coupled with a near total impossibility to retrieve the alpha element, i.e. the first impression at the source of each chain. A paradoxical strangeness, as reassuring as worrisome: everything was there, omnipotent at all spacetimes, except for...the beginning of a story, which as a result, I perceived as all too fictional. Stuck at the crossroads between past, present and future, I clearly had a logical time problem.

Hyperaware not only of some kind of primal (in)vulnerability, but also of the perfectly sectarian nature of the assessment which had given me access to this parallel multiverse, I decided to engage my free will into righting the wrongs, and to enhance my toolbox practice with the study of sectarianism and psychoanalysis, as if to consolidate this supernatural advance dimension on the perception of this psi phenomenon. Resolving this declared psychic conflict indeed was a matter of exploring this "hyper-alternative" which offered itself to me...alone. Looking back at the quantum leap, which - since my cognitive bug of June 2000 - had curved into a "space odyssey 2001", I realized that I was definitely strangely ahead of time.

Despite a state of cognitive impairment, which, at home, I did not perceive as impairing, it is as an economically intelligent agent stuck between two valences waiting to be reconciled (patient-therapist) that I risked, at the end of 2000, and incursion-excursion in the world of consulting, not only to test my condition, but also to advance my case for unemployment compensation, considering that my application was stuck with me in the legal flaw, as much as in rumors. The shortened trial period would confirm structural anxiety, post-traumatically augmented by the previous episode. In other words, in Paris as in Lyon, I was still absorbed with Munich. This is what presided over the opening of my "Personalized Action Plan".

In terms of cognitive economics, the episode would nevertheless prove beneficial to the furthering of my concept analysis on issues such as the requirements of a knowledge economy and the implementation of knowledge matrices, with a self-unfolding therapeutic aim at the necessity to restore my alpha elements, more than ever drowned in a cauldron effect. In terms of resolving my logical time problem, the hope was…structural.

Precisely. It is in this conflictual context of rumors fueled by the craziest speculations (born under X etc.), that I came to consider, by collateral deduction, the paradoxical incidence, as an emancipatory sinthome, of the Name-of-the-(unknown-)Father on the very structure of such protean anxiety (insofar as it perfectly marries the contours it shapes). With this unknown (father) figure as the cryptographic key to the portal enigma, it seemed that all that remained for me to do was to turn back the clock along my own timeline-of-sight.

Empowered with the three laws of whatever was still left to be deciphered, the air-to-air (Aquarius ascendant Libra) Search-And-Retrieve precog in me set out, as early as January 2001, under the spell of a twin(ning) effect resulting from a disturbing representation of my unknown Gemini father, for the auto-psy (i.e. the posthumous dismantling) of its (my) stereoptical scheme, in memory of everything Imaginary, Real and Symbolic that such an I.R.S. hyperframe can (with)hold. To the extent that my intention at the time was purely therapeutic, I did not expect to open such a Pandora's box.

Defusing everything which is exhausting in such hyperdynamics would show the effect of structural anxiety on the allocation of my cognitive resources, i.e. on what is selective about my attention and mnemonic economy: in short, on the interactions at play when one sees without watching or hears without listening. I would come to conclude that my hyperactive stereoptical scheme is of the type which listens with the eyes as much as it watches with the ears, a trait which, by cross-checking my countless mnemonic audiovisual reels, would help me to restore my alpha memory purged of the cognitive dissonance that was fueling my psychic conflict.

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